Tuesday, 16 September 2014

The Eternal Child in Our Heart


It has been 9 years... 9 years has passed. At first when I looked at this sitting arrangement, I almost cannot find myself in it, the memory is so vague. Then when I looked at my friends' comments, I felt that, "Ah, it has been really long. Some of them are even kept inside my memory's drawer, all dusty already."

But looking at them commenting about each other, well, looks like there are still bits and pieces of memories kept by everyone. The child who was sitting in that place in that year is still there in our heart. No matter how many years have passed and how many things that we have experienced that changed us throughout the years, but we still have a common intersection in our lives.

DeeJay feels that it is really great to be in contact with the friends after so many years.

Added on 23rd Feb 2015 (Mon), 11.33 pm: 
After watching 《爸爸去哪儿2》,I can feel that my inner child is rekindled! :DD Feel more energised when doing things, and more energised in every footstep. 
After knowing that there are spiteful people posting negative comments of the children, I feel that the people are the ones with low EQ (情商)and IQ (智商). Come on, they are kids, what do you expect? When you were small, maybe you weren't even as capable as they are!
All the children are beautiful -- Feynman with his glowing eyes when he chose Gary instead of his father; Yang Yang Yang with his gentleman-helpful and sensitive heart; Bei Er with her bright attitude; Duo Duo who is adorable and so cute; Joe and Grace who are a pair of loving brother and sister. They are the ones whom we have something to learn from. 

Sunday, 22 June 2014

Review of "Cheongdamdong Alice"

A very typical story of Cinderella meeting a Prince. But, instead of a really romantic story, this drama brings out the realistic side of human.

Whenever we heard some gossips of a girl dating or married with a rich guy, we may have the perception that it is not true love. But what is true love? We as human can't really control our mind, and we also have many characters in one body. The part that love the person is us; the part that love the person even more because of his rich background, is also us. But who is it to judge that it is not true love?

Besides that, this drama also gives an insight of the hardships faced by poor people, especially in this new era that people will judge you by your outer appearance. I can feel the frustration and despair of poor people who have worked hard for all their lives, but are still stuck in the realm of poverty. Of course, we have heard the stories of rich business people starting up from poor background, but this also depends on various favourable factors - which we refer to as "天时、地利、人和" in Mandarin. For those who didn't possess the luck, they still have to work hard every day just to be able to live on.

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By the way, I've been thinking, maybe I will be single for my whole life... I'm quite enjoying my single life at the moment - able to do anything and go anywhere I want, able to socialise with anyone. This song explains my feelings a lot...

Saturday, 31 May 2014

28.05.2014
人行道的铃声响起,催促人们赶紧过马路。
短短的30秒,我却忍不住拿出手机,拍下这一刻。

天气虽然昏暗,但仍然遮掩不了放工了的兴奋感!!
^.^

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

中学走向大学:一步一脚印 ~ ~ ~


如果说中学让我第一次有了一批好死党,
那么大学让我学习了怎样跟异性自在地相处。

如果说中学让我学习了人际关系,
那么大学让我学习了领导能力。

如果说中学让我培养了少许信心,
那么大学巩固了我的自信,也提高了我的勇气。
(例如:要在大庭广众中说话,就算只是想把捡到的东西物归原主,这也够我练了近 10 年,从中学到大学,才真正有信心自己能做到。)

如果说中学让我找到了兴趣,
那么大学就让我找到了梦想。

如果说中学让我找到了朋友和同志,
那么大学让我找到了自己。

如果说中学是我的生命真正的起点,
那么大学就是。。。Hmm, 这个还没想到。

总之,生命中的每一个阶段,都能带给自己不一样的领悟。
一步一脚印,
为回忆作记号。

Friday, 18 April 2014

《Miracle in Cell No. 7》

Never has there been a movie which made me cry like this movie did!!!!!!

Really worth watching! Instead of saying it's a touching movie, I'll rather say it's a heart-breaking movie. T.T

It's so weird. Even though the characters inside seemed so positive and trying to lead their lives optimistically, but these are the parts where I cried the most. The characters were smiling, but I sort of can feel their sufferings and cried instead. And when they finally broke down, I cried even more! 
Tears overflowing like waterfall. T.T 
Now I understand why my roommate cried that much when she was watching. She is the one who introduced this movie to me. Really thanks to her for introducing such a meaningful movie to me!

Love the little girl. Her expressions are so natural and cute! 


And the love between the father and daughter... T.T



Lastly, APPRECIATE every person who is important to you! TREASURE every moment that you spend with them!



Saturday, 8 February 2014

RoJaK 感想

拥有健康久了,
会慢慢忽略了它,
不再重视它。

偶尔生病一场,
提醒着我们它的存在。
犹如塞翁失马,
病后才知福
雨过天晴后,
要更惜福满足!!!


终于知道为什么Saujana 的两栋宿舍都要让同一性别的人住了。试想想,当没有巴士时,又不能通过 M03 这个捷径上 M04,到底是该走 Restu cafe 那里上呢,还是直接爬山上去?唉,两条路都费时费力啊~ ~


好喜欢 M04 哦!晚上夜景美~ 晒的衣服也有阳光的味道~ 换衣也不必拉窗帘~ XP 
真希望第四年时能够换来这里!!


看到一间间家户都装饰着各种花式、各种颜色的小小电灯泡,多美啊!他们在布置时的心情,肯定是很开心的,因为要迎接新一年了。看到办公室里也有布置,让我想象着大伙儿布置时的心情和气氛~~


我选对职业了!果然,实习才能真正用到所学到的东西。Audit 就好像做数学那样,解不开时,头脑就好像全部血管打结了,很无奈、无助。但是一旦解开了,就会感受到一股满足感!然后又再继续解开另一个结去~~
Audit 跟 Sales 差很多。。Sales 做不好,可以怪罪于消费者的喜好变化,也不会影响别人,最多影响自己拿不到 commission 而已; 可是 Audit 就不同了。任何一小部分弄错,肯定是你的错,不能怪罪于任何人。而且影响可能会很大呢!
可是 Audit 还蛮难的。很有挑战性,责任重大,而且有期限的压力!


年初八了。哇!从 M04 的楼梯口,可以一览各式各样的烟花!让我不由自主地会心一笑呢!:D


 一卡在手
通行自由
I own Penang!
Wahahahaha!


Sunday, 12 January 2014

[我想说]

21岁了,
终于可以称自己为“大人”了。
虽说姜还是老的辣,
老人家也常说:“我吃盐比你吃米多”,
但其实,我想说
别小看我们这年龄的。

小学时期:
成绩佳与成绩差的待遇,犹如社会的马太效应
社会的弱肉强食,犹如老师的藤鞭;
 不想成为巡查员,想成为图书管理员,被老师拒绝,真是身不由己
靠拢权势从“不要跟他好,不然我们不跟你好”中体现;
内向的孩子得不到肯定,也因此缺了自信好久好久。
我想说,
小孩子并不小,
在他们的世界里,
所有社会病态都会被放大的。

中学时期:
最高兴、最特别、
最多回忆、
最依依不舍。
是我度过青春
是我与患难之交们一起年少轻狂
的时光。
我想说,
谢谢他们,
让我认识了自己,
踏出孤僻,走入人群。

大学先修班:
终于如愿以偿!
梦寐以求的宿舍生活,
让我陶醉其中。
长长的一个月之后,
才真正体验思乡的忧愁。
哭了,
但自尊心还是很强,
三位室友们不在房时才敢大哭,放声大哭,
把所有焦虑都哭了出来。
我想说,
远离家人独自生活是个很好的体验,
让我第一次完全掌控了生命的方向盘。

大学了:
开始通过活动接触外面的社会,
才发现原来自己真是个井底之蛙。
有许多许多让我羡慕与敬佩的人,
心中默默祈祷,
他们一定能成功,
以后在心仪的领域散发耀眼的光芒,
而我也会替他们高兴、替他们骄傲!
虽然实际年龄仍然年轻,
可是怎么好像比中学时少了点动力和活力呢?
人没老,心先老啊……
或是因为社会的包袱已慢慢压在我们肩膀上了?
我想说,
大学让我看到了那遥远的目的地,
也让我知道,
不只可以“认识自己”,也可以“突破自己”。

未来的日子?
我没什么想说的了。
一切就加点努力,加点热忱,
再随机应变吧!

我们后会有期!!!

Saturday, 4 January 2014

Justification of entering university

Actually I've always been unable to convince myself about why should I enter university. My decision of pursuing a degree is also because my mother said that it is good for my future -- higher salary, more job opportunities, etc. But inside my mind, I always have the perception that even if I don't pursue a degree, I can also find a job, accumulate my experience, and come to the same level as a fresh graduate in the same time period.

However, recently, I finally understand why. In the third year of my university life only did I finally found the real reason why I should be choosing this path.

First:
It is the time when I acquire a lot of different skills! Computer (Access, Photoshop, Piktochart, Movie Maker, SPSS), art (designing posters, handicrafts, photography), sports (cycling, swimming). I am also exposed to many things such as manga, theatre, movie, language, etc. Manga and movie may seem like entertainment, but I have learnt a lot through them. <One Piece> taught me about comradeship; movies taught me about life (a quote by my friend: “读书吸取知识,看戏体验人生”); theatre taught me about hardwork and dedication and sacrifice.

Second:
It is the time when I finally found what I am truly interested in and would like to pursue in the future. My "Wish List" in this blog is also born in my university days!

I think all these are possible because of the large opportunities and exposure in university. University is really like a miniature society. We can interact with many friends from many different courses such as Pharmacy, Biology, Management, Art, HBP (Housing, Building & Planning), Language, Social Science, which may be the reason why I am able to expose myself to different things, as different people have different walks of life. The variety of clubs and societies also contribute to how I am able to figure out my future direction.
     Imagine if I were to jump straight away into the society and work, I may not have the time to slowly explore different skill, explore the environment, and interact with friends of different backgrounds.
     In secondary school, although there are also many clubs and societies, but I just wasn't exposed to these much of things. Maybe it's because during those days, the assignments given by teachers were not as tough as assignments in university. Maybe it's because I was still a blur student, going through high school days in a blur state of mind.

University = A Miniature Society?
Why did I say so?
- We have our own public transport, which is the bus. Every day, we have to wait for the bus at the bus stand to go to class. This is somehow like the real world outside, where we board public transport to go to work.
- Some more fortunate people will have their own transport, car or motorcycle.
- The Vice Chancellor is somehow like a Prime Minister, being invited to this event and that event, being invited to give opening ceremony speeches.
- The HEP (Student Administration Office) is somehow like our government, setting all kinds of rules that we have to follow...
- Our lecturers are somehow like our bosses. Our assignments are our "jobs" which we have to hand in before deadline. Our grades are our "salary".

But the best part is? Able to befriend lots of different people! ^.^

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Recently, I've wanted to cycle, but twice I went to the bicycle shack, twice I failed to cycle.The first time, I forgot to bring my matric card, so I went jogging instead. The second time, I went too late and all the bicycles were borrowed. However, I've discovered a different thing instead! Kinda like a new world! A world within our world!

Substituting bicycle with my own two legs, I walked around the pond. I felt that my senses were becoming more sensitive! Or is it because I seldom pay attention to my senses? I could hear the birds chirping and frogs croaking. Managed to spot an unusual bird flying around, maybe its nest is on one of the trees. Looked closely at the flowers and noticed the different forms of their blooming process. Noticed that there are actually so many ant hills around the pond. Saw a baby komodo lizard climbing up a tree. Saw a lot of turtles in the pond. (Turtles can survive in pond too?! I always thought they can only live in the sea! And mind you, they are really turtles, not tortoises.)

After this short ecological trip of mine, I suddenly have an idea of making my own short story of each animal or plant. I can use infographic format, so that it will be more interesting, and then share it on my blog and Facebook! :D I will do it, probably in my 4th year. Hopefully I can do it! ^.^ Hope to have my own camera then, so that I can take some photos.

*两度错过了骑脚车的机会,却换来了新体验。以缓缓的步伐,代替骑脚车的快感,发现了新世界……*

P.S. Realised that although my English and Mandarin are considered good, but I felt that my Mandarin is better, because I can freely express my feelings with it. And I can also try to make the sentences rhyme or try to make the sentences feel more poetic (诗情画意) and beautiful. Or maybe it's because of the characteristics of the language itself? Mandarin is more 精简 -- can bring out a lot of meaning yet short. Besides, with Mandarin, we don't need to worry about tenses!

DeeJay should be studying for test now, but used up about 3 hours to redesign this blog and write this post!
(Aiyah, forgot to print screen the old design as a memory...)