Sunday, 18 June 2017

First 3 days...

I'm finally here, started working in an NGO. Well, the first 2 days, I really missed my ex-colleagues. Suddenly I was doubting myself, why had I left my old company, these are the hardships that I have cast upon myself. New environment, new system, new colleagues. The third day is better, because I know I will be seeing some of my ex-colleagues after work for karaoke session. Not sure about the coming days... Hope all is well...

Actually, it is just like working in a corporation. Maybe because I don't know the job scopes of other departments yet. But these 3 days made me come to reality that work is just work, we work to earn money to keep living. I finally understand why as we grow up, instead of colourful individuals, everyone starts to become the same colour. We started to see that dreams are nothing compare to making a living.

But is this what I want to become? Retaining my true self is hard, but I must try not to lose it. There are a few things that maybe I can suggest to them, such as recycling the stapler bullets, using recycled paper for labeling. Yes, I must do it! Hoping to be myself instead of conforming to the system. Some of my friends are doing things that they like, persevering in things that they believe in, I should look up to their bravery and confidence. I can do it too!!!

DeeJay 加油,加油,加油!!!
勿忘初心!!<3