Everyone Has A Purpose In Life

Nowadays, I keep thinking that I know nothing besides studying...

Actually I hate people commenting about how clever I am or about how good my results are! I always feel reluctant to tell my results when people ask about it. Caring about your own academic is okay, but to the extent of wanting to know about others results, and then to make sarcastic comments or comparation, I really hate it!!!

My friends usually said, "Oh wow, all A's! Well, as expected from you."

That kind of statement makes me feel kinda lonely... Watching everyone beside me consoling each other or congratulating each other, I'm the only one out of the circle...

Sorry if anyone get offended from my post. You may feel that I don't appreciate what I have. Well, you're free to think whatever you want.

Sometimes I really envy those that don't usually get excellent results! When they see improvements, they will feel happy and surrounded by friends congratulating them. Me? I think I've been so used to getting good results that I don't even have any feeling...Even when I get bad results, I'm not affected also... Maybe I'm easily satisfied.

Actually I think there's no clever or stupid people in the world, because everyone is born like a sheet of blank white paper. I think the advantage that I have is that I seem to be able to absorb knowledge very fast. That's all. That's why I don't feel much satisfaction academically, because I got it a bit too easy (to me).

Instead, I really envy those athletic people, even if their results are not really good. I think that they are really great, at least they have skill at something and can make contributions to the school. Thus, I try to be like them. I manage to fill my satisfaction through co-curricular activities. The pains and gains and sweat made me feel proud! At least I have things that I finally got through hard efforts!

Hmm, seems like we tend to envy other people and thinking that we are lacking. I feel like that too. "It's okay," I tell myself. "Everyone has a purpose in life. One day, I shall be successful in my own way too! Believe it!"

DeeJay 相信： 天生我才必有用！行行出状元！

Be proud of the things that you get through your own hard effort, even if you didn't get the first place!